Thursday, March 19, 2009

Frustrations!

Hey,
So I don't really like to do this and let everyone and there mom know what things that I am having a hard time dealing with but I just really need to vent sort of.
Anyways one thing that I am having a hard time with is the fact that I have all these things that I want to do with my life such as, College, move out on my own, get married, get a car, and so on. Well the one that really bugs me the most is the fact that whenever I talk about what college that I want to go to and what I want to be I never really have anyone that is there and says that "I know you can do whatever you put your mind to no matter how big your dream is". But I don't have that, it's actually funny sort of the only thing that I have is someone saying "You know those are really big dreams are you sure that you are able to do that". Well anyways you know I think that sometimes when people don't really get behind you in what you want to do then you sort of sometimes just want to be like OK so if you think that I can't do all this maybe I really can't, but in all reality I should be saying "oh ya you think that I can't do that just watch me and I hope that when all my dreams do come true you will look back and realize that you were wrong all along". Well anyways I guess what i am trying to say is that i just wish that sometimes I had just that one person that tells me that I can do whatever I put my heart and mind into.

Well thanks for listening to me :)
Love Always..... B. Smith

9 comments:

Princess Leah said...

“You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, 'Why not?'”
George Bernard Shaw..
do it becks!

Princess Leah said...

ummm..and i didnt realize my name on here is " princess leah" so you can erase that.. like i said earlier.. im not that pretentious...=)
<3

Tselot "Coco" Kifle said...

dear beck becks,i know you can do what you put your mind to, you are very talented and have lots of personality. when it comes to making a career/college choice, do something you love to do. Oh yeah, one more thing, "In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths"
Prov 3:6

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Jennifer Connell said...

You can do what you set out to do Bekka =) See, everyone believes in you! As long as you put God first he'll take you great places in life and you won't have to worry..

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Rebekka said...

lol ok i will do that :) but i have hnot been on for a couple of days that is the reason i have not said anything. Anyways I do want to thank all ya'll for being there for me and all the kind encouraging words that have gone out I love you all very much and thanks again.

Love Bekka

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Rebekka said...

Yes I did and I love you too and thanks :)